The whole experience of going downtown opened my eyes to what Dusty deals with every day...awful traffic, a VERY strange road system, pedestrians who don't obey rules, bikers 'sharing' the skinny roads, being in rough areas of town...AND it was really HOT and HUMID!! He WORKS really hard! And I know it's not a job he's passionate about...we all want to go to work every day loving what we do...so I feel like I'm extra thankful today for my husband...who is willing to work so hard doing something he doesn't love for our family. Love you babe!
And in other news...That sweet face in the 'big truck'...he has been on my mind an EXTRA lot lately. Being two is hard. Being the mommy of a two year old is HARD! Nothing in my life has caused me to be in SUCH CONSTANT CONVERSATION with Jesus...pleading for wisdom, hoping for MY heart to change, asking for patience and that he teach me how to be a good parent and asking forgiveness for all my failures as a mom.
People have a lot of advice...I WANT people's advice...but I am learning there is truth from the word, guidance from the Spirit, and MANY ways that can be good parenting. I am trying to figure out what works for Micah and it.is.hard.
Bye for now...