38 weeks

(insert picture of a beached whale)

I am SO ready!!!

Physically I feel amazing...all things considered. I have a decent amount of energy...not too many aches and pains...no swelling...nothing much sounds amazing to eat anymore (except maybe Subway..??) and it is a workout to do much moving...but again, all things considered...

Micah and I have a cold...boo...

I cannot sleep...and TRUST ME I try...I know once the little guy comes that is all I'll want to do...

I had Micah 'today' in my pregnancy...exactly 38 weeks..

...which makes me jealous of my first pregnancy.

I am dyinggggg for a natural labor. I think that is why I'm so anxious for this guy to come out...because if he doesn't come on his own by the 28th I'll have a c-section. I have a hard time explaining this one...I didn't mind my first c-section and it would cut out the labor pain and I'd know exactly what to expect...but I feel like I need to prove to myself that my body can do what mother nature intended. I'm just afraid I won't get the opportunity...my mom's babies were all really late and my doctor won't let me go late.

So I sit around and will/pray this baby out....because I know that that works...ha.

Yea, it is really hard (for me) to not have a one-track mind that is sort of depressed...but I am really working on being more disciplined in my thinking and think about things I am thankful for....like time with Micah and Dusty, and opportunties to sleep (even if I can't) and the ability to run errands with one baby...