Half way...

Yesterday was the big 20 week checkup (it feels better to clarify that I was 20 weeks and 3 days)...anyways, Dusty got up during the middle of his normal sleeping time to come with me and we dropped Micah off at his friend Eli's house (happy Micah!!). So we went in for our ultrasound. Everything seemed much blurrier than any of our ultrasounds with Micah so I really couldn't see anything. She made us wait clear till the end to tell us what we were having...and it was, of course, a BOY!
I am very excited to be having a boy. I think Micah and his brother will be good playmates and hopefully pretty close since they're fairly close in age. I feel generally more comfortable thinking about raising boys too and its also pretty nice that we already have almost everything we'll need for the new baby.
I have been thinking the last couple of days is that I am a little less sure about wanting to be done having kids. I'm conflicted...I'm curious about what it would be like to have a girl in our family but I really didn't want to be pregnant again or...have more 1st years...(they're just not my favorite). And then you never know if the next baby will be a boy or girl...although I don't think I'd mind 3 boys at all and I'd know for sure we were done either way (although I said that this time).
So one reason I wanted to find out what we were having was so that I could either get rid of our boy things or go through them because we have so much. I tried to go through Micah's baby clothes today and I did get them organized but they are so stinkin cute and I couldn't get rid of any. Its fun to have options even if we don't need all the clothes. I can always get rid of them later.
Micah is oblivious to everything going on. I wish I could help him understand but he just doesn't. He's definitely in for a surprise in December!
That's all for now. Hurry up December!